My tribe

I thought I’d found my tribe

Instead I found they lied
No more the need to roam
You finally found your home
Nothing left to hide
Forever by your side
Finally they get me
And I get them

To let down your guard
No mean feat
To break down the walls
10 feet deep
Reveal yourself vulnerable and bare
Authentic, present, totally there


Did I wish to hard
See what I wanted to see
Imagine them friends not foes
Denied what plain sight did see

Manifestation and energy


I over share
I always have
Maybe it’s  the ADD thing or maybe it’s because I can be ungrounded, maybe it’s the no earth scenario.

Maybe when you manifest you have to keep that stuff to yourself. That way the energy doesn’t get tainted

Not saying it will get ruined by being out there just saying that maybe the energies get scattered just by being out there.

Maybe sharing with one person, your dreams, hopes or wishes is sharing the energy.

Restraining or taming the energy Reducing the fire or snuffing the spark. When it’s diluted it’s no longer all passion.

Maybe manifestation requires all of the thoughts behind the deed.            Energy entire, pure and real.

And then you live like it is already there

Last serenade

I miss you

I miss the way you listen and I can talk about anything at all
I miss the way we bounce off each other
I miss a brain as quick as mine
I miss the way you add information to my brain
Thank you for opening up our minds
Thank you for returning the witch
Thank you for reigniting our lights

I forgive you


I forgive you for the hurt
For walking to fast
For belittling me and lying about me and denying me
For manipulation and hesitation and false commiseration


I forgive you

Transfer

I feel it
I feel it in you
Something deeper

The witch and her touchstone
The dreamer and the well
The healer becomes healed
The sages exhale
Together but
one
Twin
Soul

Dark and light
good and evil
Transpiring
Transcendence
Transmittals
Transfered

I feel it
I feel it in you
Something deeper

So ancient and strong and filled with the highest of pure light
My heart flips as my soul fills up with tears
That sit behind my throat and i choke

An alternative lifestyle
That excites
Like that dream


Conversations

Do you ever have whole conversations with another person in your head
Without the other person?


Conversations so deep and meaningful
So real you can taste them
Except they are in your head


And when you finally see the other person you can’t understand why they aren’t on the same page
Or don’t know what your talking about


But they aren’t and they don’t cos they weren’t
In your head